Conclusion: The Next Chapter
I know I promised to do a blog every week/two weeks, however life does what it does best and goes as quickly as it comes. Leaving me to wonder where the time goes and am I spending it as I should? Which I do, but still the time flies.
I recently reached the 4th floor of my life, 40th chapter or 40 for short and it has been amazing plus eye-opening. I went away with one of my loves and celebrated on a cruise around the Greek islands.
The night before, my love and I sat and talked about what 40 meant to me and what my plans were: To keep on letting go of things that don't serve me, to keep on learning about the wonders of myself, to be happy and to keep pushing and achieving (basically, don't be scared!). Then I got to celebrate the start of my day with Mary J Blige's 'Just Fine'. It was perfect!
When I came home, a few days later, I felt different, more determined to make changes. I think my family preferred the old me at that point because I became a drill sergeant: "We're eating more salad and fruit", "bed at 9pm", "exercise 3x a week". But something really changed in me, like a clarity of sorts. And although the exercise and bed at 9pm has not truly been implemented, the way my family eats has, because I needed to make that change for myself, plus I make the dinner so there's no choice there.
I feel like I can see my world and future even more clearly and am not afraid to pursue it. I feel even happier than I already was and know who I am just that bit more. All I have to say to this decade is: Bring - it - on - Bitch!
So with that, I thank you so much for welcoming me to the 4th floor, I'm ready to rock and roll, are you?
Love Kookie x